Home sweet home

I brought my son home on March 22nd!.......wow, I love the sound of that. I would have never thought that those words would come out of my mouth so soon. Its been almost two weeks since we brought him home and I still catch myself starring at him in awe. I love him so much already.
The other night as I went into Brets nursery at 3 o'clock in the morning to rock him back to sleep I caught myself thinking back of the stress and worry of not being able to have children of my own but there I was holding this precious little baby; a baby that God has placed in my arms, a baby that I can call my son. I thank the Lord everyday for this little miracle. With tears running down my face as I kiss his cheek we both just stared at each other :) I will never forget that moment. The moment when it kicked in that I was holding my child, something I have been waiting for for a long time.
Bret loves Jaron....let me rephrase that.....Bret absolutely LOVES Jaron! Jaron walks in the room and starts talking and brets eyebrows go up looks for jaron and smiles! It melts my heart seeing them together. Jaron will play his guitar and sing for Bret and Bret will just sit and stare:)
Bret is totally comfortable with Jaron and I. I could tell that to him we are his mommy and daddy. We are a family!
Please continue to pray for Jaron, me & Bret as we continue with the adoption process. We still have a long road ahead of us and there is still that slight chance that bret can get taken away from us because he is still in our home as a foster child and his bio mother can still try to get him back. Its all in the Lords hands. I have to repeat that to myself everyday! Its ALL in the lords hands.
~Danae